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To a Young Girl

Posted 06-14-2011 at 04:18 AM by livin4myprince

March 15th, 2011
To a young girl,
I know what it’s like to be with an older man…I know how amazing it feels thinking that you’re secure in his arms…that he’ll never hurt you and that he loves you. I’ve been down that road. It feels as though you’re floating in the clouds and no one can could say anything or do anything to make you come back down…you never want to leave that life, because it’s become so comfortable…it feels so good to finally be loved. To be noticed, to be special, to be loved…all by an older man, often feels like it falls into a whole another category…a better one. You feel as though you’re the luckiest girl in the world. I know I did. I didn’t know the love of a father, so I felt I had the best of both worlds. I had what I thought, was a ‘man’ in my life, who was almost like a father figure because of our age difference, and at the same time he loved me and pursued a relationship with me…how could it get any better than that? I thought the Lord was finally bringing my love story into my life...I thought he was my future husband, and he assured me that he was. He said all the right things to fulfill that deep, all consuming, void I had in my heart, that had never been filled by a father. With this man’s so called love, I felt as though I was finally satisfied…I was finally happy. If you’re like me, you’ve faced your share of childhood hurts…abandonment & abuse, and the older man that came into your life, took all that pain away and made everything better, or so it felt like it at least. He said all the right things, promised he’d be with me once I turned 18 and that I was his dream girl and he was gonna marry me. I gave this man my heart; I lost my virginity to this man at a very young age…a man who was more than double my age. Little did I know, that all the while he was sleeping with me, he was really just taking advantage of me. I didn’t know that before…I thought he sincerely loved me, and I honestly believed him. He hurt me…only being left with another disappointment. I was deceived, manipulated, misused and abused. Once caught, he abandoned me, and wanted nothing to do with me any longer. He failed me. I was a fulfillment to his porn fantasies. Accepting the harsh truth is a struggle to this day, but has achieved me much victory. I was indeed taken advantage of; I wasn’t all that special as he made me feel. He knew exactly what he wanted and how he was gonna get that. This tragic experience has become a treasure in my heart because I’ve learned and grown so much; most importantly I’ve come to know the love of my Eternal Husband, who daily pursues me and holds me. He was the One who was wrapping me in His arms every moment I cried out in desperation and pain of losing the man I once loved. He saw every tear and heard every cry. The man I loved didn’t. He never did. The man I was with, may have complimented my looks a million times, but my Prince says “You are altogether beautiful, my darling, beautiful in every way”(Song of Songs 4:7). He may have promised to be with me when I turned 18, but my Prince already claimed me, He says “My Lover is mine, and I am his.”(Song of Songs 2:16). The man who was once in my life, could easily move on with his life without me, while I had and still have to deal with all the pain and emotions of it all, but the Lover of my Soul has a love for me, a “love [that] is as strong as death, its jealousy as enduring as the grave”(Song of Songs 8:6-7). It’s a painful thought, knowing that he’s sitting in a jail cell, being sentenced to years in prison, but I’m happy he is…because if he wasn’t, he’d still be after precious, vulnerable girls like you and me. Sweet girl, know that you were bought and paid for with a high price. Your Prince died for you & loves you. No one will ever be able to satisfy that fire consuming void in your heart only Your Prince can and will…I know the pain of that void. I have it too, but my One True Love has been drenching me in His love, and has shown me what love really means. Don’t continue to listen to simple, empty nothings from an older man, who doesn’t truly love you…and only wants what’s in it for him. You’re precious and you’re so dearly loved. “Love endures through every circumstance”(1 Cor. 13:7). The older man may claim that he loves you, but I promise you, when he’s caught, he’s gonna run. He’s gonna prove himself to be a coward…just like the man I was with did. I’m weak and weary on my own, but the Lord has become my strength, He’s given me victory and has blessed me with justice, because “the Lord gives righteousness and justice to all who are treated unfairly”(Psalm 103:6). Your Prince remains forever, and He “will not fail you or abandon you”(Joshua 1:5). You’re not alone in this, and never blame yourself. You’ve been misused and taken advantage of…and that’s not your fault. You never deserved this, and neither did I. You’re my sister in Christ, and although I’ve never met you, I’m right here with you, we can overcome this side by side together with the Lord being our daily strength. I know how painful it all is, just remember to cling to the Lord with everything you’ve got, and “He will make your innocence radiate like the dawn, and the justice of your cause will shine like the noonday sun” just like His Word says.

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